What is my problem?

Decorating is my hobby of choice. I am always doing something around the house. Currently I am considering a redecorating/mini remodel of our family room. So, I am wondering where my motivation is when it comes to working on the nursery. It is not for the lack of supplies. There is a new crib sitting in its box in the garage, a dresser waiting for a fresh coat of white paint and to be filled with the bags of clothes we have collected, lovely fabric to be made into curtains and pillows, the crib bedding has been purchased, paint color decided on…everything we need to put together a fabulous “shabby chic” nursery. So herein lies the question where is my motivation? Why can’t I get started? Its not that I don’t want to, I do, it is that I ….cant! Is it superstition?.. the fear that I will get the nursery done and it will sit empty longer than anticipated while we wait for our referral? Well as you who read this are my witness I have made a pact with myself that I will start on the nursery as soon as I get word from our agency that our Dossier has arrived in Vietnam and been logged in. Hopefully by then my mother-in-law be home from her extended travels to help me paint!