Could this be the week?

During one of my frequent trips into the nursery today (just to look...it's so pretty) it dawned on me that this COULD really be the week we get our referral. We COULD actually get some information on this little angel that we have been waiting for. It could also not be this week as our agency didn't make any promises, but still it is coming soon. Just to know that she exists, and that they are waiting to get all the information together, makes my heart beat a little faster.I cannot wait to hold this little person in my arms and look into her eyes. I have not held a child of my own in my arms for many years. I have held nieces, nephews and friend's children, but there is something to said about looking into your child's eyes and know that you belong to each other. I think more than anything right now I am excited for my Hubb . I am sooo looking forward to sharing this with him. He has no idea how much his life is about to change once he looks into his daughter's eyes. I just know he is going to be a wonderful Daddy.
A sense of peace has come over me today. I know in my heart our time is coming soon. The frenzy that I have been feeling seems to have passed.
I finished the re-do of the nursery and I am very happy with the results, I dont think there is anything I would change now. Life is good.